i am feeling tired tonight. so very tired. but as i type this is hear a little baby breathing through the monitor and i feel a little lighter. i look at pictures that i have taken from the last few days (like the one above) and i smile. my elm is such a good baby but almost four months of sleep deprivation is catching up to me and i'm feeling a little fragile. as i'm writing this i just had the most brilliant idea...i'm going to bed. sweet dreams.